There comes a point in your life when you start to expect from people and generally from everything (actually always). You don’t expect because you deserve, it’s just the desires you want to fulfill, because you haven’t lived, and definitely hasn’t tasted that. It’s the aroma of the thing which hypnotizes your subconscious mind, which in reaction always digs your consciousness to a point where you have to let your other half (which is uncontrollable) to control you. So, in the myth of expectation, you are paralyzed by something which only exists in your desires and actually makes you static. You die.
After you die, the expectation evolves. The monster which caused your death feels pity for you. It laments on the intensity of its harshness. All of a sudden, it cuts a part of itself and donates the fire to let you live. It likes to play games. The expectation itself expects that it can once again take your damn life. It thinks that you don’t value the life, so does it, copying you. You live, temporarily.
During all this dilemma, the liveliness inside you is igniting something. It is refilling your soul. Though your soul has doubts about your heart and brain, it still tries to help them just to see you out of the cage of expectation. Actually, soul depends on expectation, and it’s definite that it can’t live without it. But this time, it has to choose between expectation and you. It has to choose between a destroyer and the victim. It chooses you, the victim of self-prejudice.
So after being killed and soon been let to live by expectations, and then been rescued by the soul, you’re confident as well as doubtful if all of this is happening for a cause. You are confident because you have been rescued by your soul, which only helped due to your liveliness. As you know how lively you have been, so you don’t doubt it. You only doubt the expectations.
You completely change. You don’t expect from much of the things now. It’s the spirited soul and the liveliness which made you out of this paradox. But still, you expect your liveliness to cure you to the fullest.
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