Things change, but while they change, you develop. During you develop, it is the naïve heart which transforms into an experienced beast, enhancing your ability to hug all kinds of feelings you are enchanted with. If it does not happen, it’s not because you have an inherited mutation in your naïve heart, it can be because of an environmental flu causing substance, the substance which enters to your body through your kind sight, makes new nerves and feelings, and eventually results in making your soul naked, rigid to others.
I once thought that this flu is granted, and that it remains forever, making everyone’s heart thick with infatuation, and later with agony.
I think that we give considerations to our every perception and that it’s a human nature after all. We regard flu as cancer and overhype it. A flu which is a universal truth, bound to happen with everyone due to attraction with the cause, and also a disease which is easy to have.
Mostly, as I deduce, the vengeance is the outcome of complete lack of respect you receive from your crush, as you are abstruse to every kind of logical interpretations.
Getting it straight, you need to know that you’re a nut. You only think of yourself and the other person. You don’t understand the life of the other person you’re approaching. That person might have friends (better than you), surrounded by complete chill circumstances, have reasons to be happy, and most importantly, might have a spark in life, completely different from your rusty way of thinking.
You need to destroy that crush for yourself. You have taken the positives and the negatives from that. When you think that you have suffered enough, and that all of the efforts have gone to vain, just leave the preoccupied feeling that is impossible for you to gain, and think to destroy it. It will be difficult, but as I believe, it is always enjoyable.
You were mindful of the changing circumstances. Instead, you knew that this changing time has made you hypocrite for this world, and that you have to survive by pretending of not knowing the reality. The reality which still you don’t know, counting some others too.
Others will think that you’re a nut, which you’re, but only you know the intensity of that nuttiness, make sure to make it valuable.
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